[ it's not okay to bellamy if it means he loses her — there's not many people in camp that he remotely likes. and even then, he hardly wants to spend an entire day with them. his solitude is something that he craves more and more with each passing day, but raven's managed to burrow beneath his skin to be one of the less irritating factors of camp jaha life. ]
[ he doesn't know what to say. yes, it's okay. it's okay because it feels right. no, it's not okay; he's terrified of it having a ripple effect that changes the entire nature of their relationship. ]
[ bellamy goes with his gut, though. his hand presses more firmly against her back as he shakes his head slightly. pulling away just a bit, his voice is low, ] No. It's not. [ and he rolls onto his back, hand on her own pushing her against him. he doesn't think to correct himself to say now it is — lying side by side has its advantages, but bellamy's need quite liked how easy it is to slip away. but he finds himself pressing his mouth harder against her own instead, thinking, perhaps, she'll find his correction with how he licks it into the cavern of hers. ]
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[ he doesn't know what to say. yes, it's okay. it's okay because it feels right. no, it's not okay; he's terrified of it having a ripple effect that changes the entire nature of their relationship. ]
[ bellamy goes with his gut, though. his hand presses more firmly against her back as he shakes his head slightly. pulling away just a bit, his voice is low, ] No. It's not. [ and he rolls onto his back, hand on her own pushing her against him. he doesn't think to correct himself to say now it is — lying side by side has its advantages, but bellamy's need quite liked how easy it is to slip away. but he finds himself pressing his mouth harder against her own instead, thinking, perhaps, she'll find his correction with how he licks it into the cavern of hers. ]